I must admit, it was probably not such a good idea to quit posting after that last one. I assure you I am much more stable now, and slightly embarrassed that my emotional ravings have been on display and uncapped for so long.
I am very well. Doped up on the Paxil again, of course, but well nonetheless. And, as it turns out, the entire class failed that exam, took it again, and failed a second time. So I don't feel too bad or too crazy.
I come home very, very soon and my heart feels split in two. I am happy, at the moment I am happy, but a divided heart is a bit of a burden. I will miss this place much more than I care to dwell on, so much so that I try to calculate when in my life I could possibly live here again...sigh and sigh.
I was in the States a week or so again, however, and I must admit I miss my country a lot a lot. It was very good to be home, where people understand me. I am excited about staying there for a while.
I'm sorry that there haven't been many updates lately; my computer at home won't let me on the typepad site, so I have to come to school to write, which is, you know, a hassle and all.
But I will try to be better.